I think I was a little bit shit today…
That I didn’t quite love you enough,
In quite the right way.
Perhaps it’s all the whining,
And the countless sleepless nights.
Making me constantly question myself…
‘Am I doing alright?!’
Did I pay enough attention,
Did we spend too long at home?
Did I notice all the things you did,
Or was I distracted by my phone?
Then I try to remember,
That you’re allowed to have shitty days.
Sometimes you just have to make it through.
And you know what? That’s ok.
So, did I stay in my pyjamas today?
Yes I did and that’s just fine.
I’ll have a cry and some cake, and give myself a break.
Tomorrow I’ll do better; until then… THERE’S WINE.